MY PERSONAL DIAPER HISTORY

First of all, I'd like to say hi. My name is Katie and I am an honest to goodness 22 year old girl and I have a fetish for diapers. I will try to detail, in the following few paragraphs, how this fetish grew out of a curse.      To get straight to the point, I am a bedwetter. Doctors can find no medical reason why, but I still wet the bed once or twice a week even now. My mother has always been a firm believer in negative reinforcement, so her response was to put me in diapers at bed time. When the bedwetting didn't stop, she took to making me wear diapers during the day. She actually believed that the humilation of wearing diapers would teach me a lesson. I don't think she understood that I had no control over my bedwetting. She assumed that, because the doctor could find no problems, I must be doing it on purpose.      I was 10 years old the first time she made me wear a diaper during the day. At this age, I was still small enough to fit into the largest size Pampers, which is what she made me wear. A jumpsuit covered the diaper, but the crinkling noise seemed extra loud to me. To make matters worse, it was a school day and I couldn't convince her to let me stay home. I usually took the bus to school, but this day my mom drove me. I thought this was a good thing until I found out that she only did so because she wanted to explain to my teacher why I was wearing a diaper. I had to stand next to the teacher's desk while my mom explained to the teacher that I had been wetting my bed and was being punished. She also told her that she was leaving extra diapers with the school nurse, in case I needed a diaper change. Our next stop was the nurse's office, where she explained things again; except, this time, there were several students in the room dropping off prescriptions and feigning illness. Any hope of keeping things a secret was dashed at this point. Those students told others and it spread through the school like wildfire. By first recess, I was the butt of everybody's jokes. In one day, I lost nearly all my friends.      At that age, I wet the bed two or three nights a week and, true to her word, Mom sent me to school in diapers every time I did. My public humiliation took it's toll, but I made new friends. They weren't the popular girls or the pretty girls, but they were my friends and they never made fun of me. Over the next few years, I started to notice the extra attention I got from my friends and teachers when I showed up at school in a diaper. When I started junior high, several of my teachers called my mom and told her that sending me to school in a diaper was unacceptable. She relented and stopped sending me to school in diapers, but I was still diapered every night for bed and diapered at home on days that I wet. Immediately, I began to miss the extra attention I got from my teachers and school seemed to get a lot harder. I found myself missing the diapers at school and, due to my introduction to puberty, formed a sexual attachment to them. My mind began to form fantasies based on being diapered in public places. Other fantasies involved being regressed and treated like a baby.      I am now 22 and attend college in Oregon. I live alone and still wear diapers every night. The bedwetting isn't so bad any more, but I still wet once or twice a week. I often wear a diaper under my clothes when I go out and occassionally to class. My collection of baby things has grown considerably and I now consider myself a full time Adult Baby and part time adult. I'm always looking for playmates, but past experience has shown me that I have to be extra careful. If you live near Portland or will be visiting some time, drop me a line. You should know, though, that I only meet people that I've gotten to know via email. I must feel I can trust you. You can find my email address below.      I have had a lot of experiences in my short life and I hope to have many more. I love to write, so I will be adding short stories detailing some of these experiences, as time permits. Thanks for stopping by and I hope you come back soon. Baby Katie

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